Today was one of THOSE days.
A day filled with…
….Lots of Yelling.
….The Nasty Anger-In-My-Voice Tone.
ALL. DAY. LONG.
It was one of those days where I wondered WHY God ever let me have my wish to be at home with my kids.
I am not qualified.
I am too selfish.
Too quick to point out faults.
Too quick to yell.
I took that Worst-Mom-of-the-Year Award and I just ran with it. It’s ALL mine. And I hate it.
I think that the ONE thing (really, the ONLY thing) that I did right today was…..
…..to apologize and ask for forgiveness.
And thank God that my kids are quick to give it, even though I really don’t deserve it.
And so is my God.
This evening ended with grace poured out. Undeserved grace.
And tomorrow is a new day.